Sweet Emotion

Feeling someone else,
Hearing something different,
My mind wonders...
Where have you been when u were not here?

A week and three days ago,
I have felt magnetized.
I was naked and unknown,
felling special for that.
You were lost in translation,
happy, but unsatisfied.
You have shown me something new,
even though you are not aware of.

I've been colorful since then.
My days have been changed.
They feel tasty as the discovery of a new flavour,
just like a juice of orange and garden mint.
I could write a silly song about this,
play it out loud on a band,
or even pretend to be in love,
just to spice up this ordinary life.

But I am satisfied just to feel messed up by someone else unknown.
I am enjoying to play hide and seek of personal mysteries.
I am laughing while remembering for how long those butterflies have been slept inside my stomach.
Now I can make them fly more often,
spread them through out this city in disguise,
allowing a piece of me to be shared,
it has been locked for almost an unbearable time.

Finally I have recovered the positivity,
it had been lost at a bloody and violent battle with fallen angels.
My wounds were deep,
and I was used to deepen them with my rage.
They took years to heal.
Long history, not to be erased.

I am sorry if I'm saying too much, but I really like to write.
And it is an inspiring sweet emotion to breath your acid mood.
Do you know that I can play with it too?
It remembers me a place that I was willing to reach.
Now I think I did, and without the effort of going that far,
but with a huge effort of allowing myself to not take things so hard.

It might be just the beginning, the middle or the end,
but the reasons are more then enough to invite you to come in.
So, please, help yourself, have a sit, a blasting good time,
But first of all I would like to say danke, a lot..
and always bis gleich, no good byes...